Our Story
Aiena:
So as things have it, here I am contemplating on my journey so far. Oh how I am so glad that at least I got one thing right and that is to let my light shine. I even thought about letting it shine to every corner of this planet so that I may finally reach the one person that I have been waiting for, for what seems like lifetimes apart. At least at this point in time, the universe has been sending me lots of people to meet to get plenty of warm ups for the coming of my True Divine Complement. At least I hope so, yes I have always been looking for her and have not stop looking. Needless to say, the Divine Complement meditations I did didn't really work for me at all. Didn't feel that I could reach her for some reason.
At this point, I manage to meet someone who was a Past Love and things seems to be going great but even then, the question is she my Divine Complement lies unanswered. Even though I had readings done and some chakra reactions, it wasn't enough to ascertain that she was the one. In my core, I feel that it wasn't easy for me to meet someone who has a vibrational match to me. Interestingly enough, I had always been working on myself doing inner work for it seems to be the only thing worth my while and I also believed that it would be the most precious gift I could give my Divine Complement when I do meet her. I don't know why I think that way but I do. She was the only reason I kept myself alive. I know my Past Love's level wasn't the same as mine but still I am grateful for all that she's done and had helped me to learn but I needed more signs and indications. The universe has ways of pushing us into situations and then taking us away when we think we've got everything worked out.
So here I am assimilating my experience with my Past Love when one day she commented that I should meet someone. There was an energetic string connecting me to the other person was what she commented and that person's energies feels just like mine. Not believing what I had heard, I felt a need to process that information carefully because I knew the significance of what it meant. Little did my Past Love know that she had just delivered me into the hands of my Divine Lover. On the surface I was in semi denial but deep down I kept asking myself "Oh god, What now?, What am I gonna do?" I was a little shocked.
Shortly after that day, I received a friend request and a private message from my Divine Lover at the online place that we normally hangout for our spiritual work and connections. Needless to say, we were both nervous, forever curious what the other might say or feel but we still needed to do the intro thing. Our attempt to get to know each other with the first two messages was funny because somewhere deep down, we wanted to cut the chase and get down to what this connection was really all about or rather to confirm what it is that we feel or believe it to be. We warmed up fairly quickly as there were much to be felt from each other. Like we could see and feel every thought or emotion that went through one another, even memories. I was a lil surprised and touched that she cried on my second private message. I guess I wasn't any much better, I felt overwhelmed by the amount of things i felt from her, like I already knew her from a very long time ago, like I remember something really significant, deep inside my heart and this was rare for me. I've had Soul Mate reunions and such, even Past Love but this is different. So of course we couldn't wait but went right on chat, I was constantly wondering to myself, "Okie, what should I do now? Should I talk to her about the Divine Complement thing right away? Or should I wait or..? What should I do! I don't want to make her run away".
As we started to talk, it was like going through the pages of a really old ancient diary, recollecting all the events of our lives, like we have so much to tell the other but most importantly, being astounded by all the matching experiences that we both went through almost as if we had been there in each other's lives. The amount of similarities were staggering and at about the same time, we noticed the crazy yet amazing synchronicities that keeps piling up. Clues and signs were being sent to us, left, right and center. It doesn't seem to end. We were already deeply in love with each other even before our conversations really took of. We got emotional, got lost in each other's words, got into each other's heart without much effort at all. None of it made sense nor does it matters, we just wanted to be in each other's presence and talk and talk and talk and cry lol ^^
Within days, my relationship with my Past Love had gone from loving to shaky, from simple to complicated.
On one perspective, she was running away from fear, on another, she was perhaps being herself, but from the highest perspective, she was making way for my reunion with my divine lover. She has offered me, my divine lover and our planet an amazing priceless gift. All these realizations came a little later. So I confronted my Past Love and presented the situation to her, instead of working out what to do, it became clear what needed to be done. So I flowed with it and ended what I had with my Past Love and in pursuing what I had long been waiting for, for many lifetimes, to be reunited with my True Divine Complement. Of course my True Divine Complement and I were heads over heels for each other and we couldn't really think about anything else. Our lives changed forever since our meeting and yes it was hard to keep ourselves grounded, the feelings were so amazing that words could barely describe it!
So as things have it, here I am contemplating on my journey so far. Oh how I am so glad that at least I got one thing right and that is to let my light shine. I even thought about letting it shine to every corner of this planet so that I may finally reach the one person that I have been waiting for, for what seems like lifetimes apart. At least at this point in time, the universe has been sending me lots of people to meet to get plenty of warm ups for the coming of my True Divine Complement. At least I hope so, yes I have always been looking for her and have not stop looking. Needless to say, the Divine Complement meditations I did didn't really work for me at all. Didn't feel that I could reach her for some reason.
At this point, I manage to meet someone who was a Past Love and things seems to be going great but even then, the question is she my Divine Complement lies unanswered. Even though I had readings done and some chakra reactions, it wasn't enough to ascertain that she was the one. In my core, I feel that it wasn't easy for me to meet someone who has a vibrational match to me. Interestingly enough, I had always been working on myself doing inner work for it seems to be the only thing worth my while and I also believed that it would be the most precious gift I could give my Divine Complement when I do meet her. I don't know why I think that way but I do. She was the only reason I kept myself alive. I know my Past Love's level wasn't the same as mine but still I am grateful for all that she's done and had helped me to learn but I needed more signs and indications. The universe has ways of pushing us into situations and then taking us away when we think we've got everything worked out.
So here I am assimilating my experience with my Past Love when one day she commented that I should meet someone. There was an energetic string connecting me to the other person was what she commented and that person's energies feels just like mine. Not believing what I had heard, I felt a need to process that information carefully because I knew the significance of what it meant. Little did my Past Love know that she had just delivered me into the hands of my Divine Lover. On the surface I was in semi denial but deep down I kept asking myself "Oh god, What now?, What am I gonna do?" I was a little shocked.
Shortly after that day, I received a friend request and a private message from my Divine Lover at the online place that we normally hangout for our spiritual work and connections. Needless to say, we were both nervous, forever curious what the other might say or feel but we still needed to do the intro thing. Our attempt to get to know each other with the first two messages was funny because somewhere deep down, we wanted to cut the chase and get down to what this connection was really all about or rather to confirm what it is that we feel or believe it to be. We warmed up fairly quickly as there were much to be felt from each other. Like we could see and feel every thought or emotion that went through one another, even memories. I was a lil surprised and touched that she cried on my second private message. I guess I wasn't any much better, I felt overwhelmed by the amount of things i felt from her, like I already knew her from a very long time ago, like I remember something really significant, deep inside my heart and this was rare for me. I've had Soul Mate reunions and such, even Past Love but this is different. So of course we couldn't wait but went right on chat, I was constantly wondering to myself, "Okie, what should I do now? Should I talk to her about the Divine Complement thing right away? Or should I wait or..? What should I do! I don't want to make her run away".
As we started to talk, it was like going through the pages of a really old ancient diary, recollecting all the events of our lives, like we have so much to tell the other but most importantly, being astounded by all the matching experiences that we both went through almost as if we had been there in each other's lives. The amount of similarities were staggering and at about the same time, we noticed the crazy yet amazing synchronicities that keeps piling up. Clues and signs were being sent to us, left, right and center. It doesn't seem to end. We were already deeply in love with each other even before our conversations really took of. We got emotional, got lost in each other's words, got into each other's heart without much effort at all. None of it made sense nor does it matters, we just wanted to be in each other's presence and talk and talk and talk and cry lol ^^
Within days, my relationship with my Past Love had gone from loving to shaky, from simple to complicated.
On one perspective, she was running away from fear, on another, she was perhaps being herself, but from the highest perspective, she was making way for my reunion with my divine lover. She has offered me, my divine lover and our planet an amazing priceless gift. All these realizations came a little later. So I confronted my Past Love and presented the situation to her, instead of working out what to do, it became clear what needed to be done. So I flowed with it and ended what I had with my Past Love and in pursuing what I had long been waiting for, for many lifetimes, to be reunited with my True Divine Complement. Of course my True Divine Complement and I were heads over heels for each other and we couldn't really think about anything else. Our lives changed forever since our meeting and yes it was hard to keep ourselves grounded, the feelings were so amazing that words could barely describe it!